Hello and welcome back!

Today I am sharing part one of the Lyme disease story I haven’t shared yet (see my Instagram page for my post where I shared I have a new story to share).

To start, I want to talk a bit about what Lyme disease is, in fact, what all disease is, at its core. Disease, dis—ease, is simply energy in the body, energy which does not belong in the body and creates a feeling of something being off, wrong, or sick. We call these manifestations of energy “illness”, so that we can conceptualize and try to understand them and fight them (which is not actually a helpful way to view disease). When we fight something, we are giving it power; therefore, when we fight illness, we are giving that illness our attention and power which only keeps it present in our body.
As I’ve written about this before (see my other blog posts), I don’t want to spend too much time on this part. However, it is important to note a few more things about illness. Illness is energy in the body that the body doesn’t want to hold. What kind of energy? Generally, it’s a range of trauma from your current life, past-lives, ancestral trauma, and/or stress. Unsurprisingly, traumatic or stressful emotions or energy are not the things that most people want to deal with. And so we ignore them, push them away, and our body is forced to keep that energy inside. Because that’s how energy works, if we don’t take the time to process it and release it, then we cannot release it. And because the body does not want to keep this uncomfortable energy inside, it does whatever it can to make us notice it, starting with something small, like maybe an upset stomach or acne. And if we keep ignoring our body, eventually the body will try to get our attention with something more intense, like illness, like Lyme Disease.

Let me summarize: illness is energy trapped in the body, and the source of that energy can be from multiple places. Let me be clear, I don’t want anyone to read this and think that I’m saying it’s a person’s fault if their sick. Absolutely not. We all have stuck energy in our bodies. We all need to be doing work to clear it. Illness just means that there’s a lot of energy to clear. This is where the Akashic Records and my work come in. There is always a root, energetic cause of illness and using the Akashic records to look for it is the best method I’ve found. Once you know the root cause of your illness, it serves as a kind of pathway or guideline to what is the best next step.

Finally, on to my story! This story is quite long, so I will be sharing it in parts. Let’s talk about the beginning.

A month ago, I returned to France from a school trip in Senegal. I am currently studying naturopathic medicine and we went to Senegal to learn naturopathic massage—basically deep tissue massage. The trip, while interesting and fun, was quite emotionally and physically taxing. We practiced the massage techniques on each other; after the third or fourth time being massaged (like really, really deep tissue massaged), I started struggling with this. My skin has always been very sensitive and when I was sick with Lyme, it was even more so. I am ticklish at the slightest touch, and often my skin gets to painful that I can’t even stand to be touched. When I was sick, this happened all the time. When healthy, it only happens when I’m very tired, very stressed, or have eaten something that really didn’t agree with me.

Needless to say, the naturopathic massage really made my skin hurt. It very quickly became excruciating but I wanted to stay stoic and didn’t say anything. Every massage, I had thoughts running through my head, thinking about how I spent so much of my life sick and in pain that I had never before allowed touch that deep and how weird and sad that felt. Eventually, I felt like the pain was so intense that I remember lying on the massage table and saying to my consciousness, “Please leave my body, please go out, I let go of my grounding.” I felt my spirit leave through my crown chakra and I finally felt disconnected.

After this, I finally spoke up and said I was done being massaged, it was too much for me. And then I had to try and reground myself into my body, which was surprisingly very difficult. In fact, I’m not sure that I fully succeeded (I’ll get to that in another post though!).
This was the first trauma, really a dredging up of past traumas.

The second important thing to note is that by the time we left Senegal, basically the entire group was suffering from gastrointestinal distress, whether from the food or the water. I was no exception and it took me at least a week before my system calmed down.
This was the second trauma.

Third, unsurprisingly, I was bitten by many mosquitoes and undoubtedly other bugs while on this trip.
This was the third trauma.

Fourth, I was taking malarone, an antimalarial drug related to many other antimalarial drugs that are used in the treatment of Lyme and babesia during my trip. I took a couple of antimalarials during my antibiotic-taking days and energetically I feel that this brought a low vibration to my body.
This was the fourth trauma to my body.

Finally, I was, and am, questioning the program I am doing, feeling like it is out of alignment and not how I was told it would be. Essentially, I feel like it is not what I expected. And for me, I know when I am out of alignment, that is my biggest trigger to feeling sick.

A little more backstory: I was diagnosed with Lyme in 2014 after years of being sick and searching for an answer. I had a spontaneous remission in 2016 after a Quantum EFT workshop. In early 2019 I started feeling sick again and was rediagnosed with Lyme in May. By August, I had no markers of Lyme nor of any other pathogens in my body. For all intents and purposes, I was entirely healed, solely from intense inner work and healing of trauma that I spent the summer working on.

My second healing in August 2019 coincided with a massive opening up of my psychic and energetic gifts. This second time of being sick was truly such a gift, because during my healing process, I opened up so fully to my intuition, to my guides, to my ancestors, to light beings, specifically the Pleiadians. In fact, I healed myself by following the messages that I received every day from my cosmic team. I stopped believing I was sick and so I stopped being sick. In reality, it was a quick recovery, and it changed my life.

After I healed, I received the message many times, from the Pleiadians, my guides, and in my Akashic Records, that I would never be sick again. I released the energy in my body that was making me sick (a lot of ancestral energy in my case). I believe this message fully.

Circling back, when I came home to my apartment in France, I realized that I felt unwell. My skin hurt, my stomach felt off, my joints ached, I was so tired that I fell asleep in class, I felt fatigued. Something was wrong and it felt very similar to my old Lyme symptoms. So I used my pendulum to figure out what was going on. Now, I have used pendulums for years and I have a very deep connection with each of mine. I have never been given an incorrect answer. So I trust what I receive. I first asked if I have Lyme disease. “NO,” was the answer. Then I asked if I had co-infections, and received, “YES,” for two. I was confused, although not scared because I’ve healed myself twice, I knew I could heal myself again, and so I went into my Akashic Records to ask if I really was sick and what this meant.

"You are always ‘ill’ and you are always healing, but the word we use, ‘ill’ is a human word that does not fully describe what we mean but it is the best word to explain this to you. You are not sick. We have told you that you will never be sick again and that is true. You will never be sick in such a way that you lose who you are, lose your life, lose everything to illness. No, this is not the same. This is showing up now to push you towards growth, this is part of your spiritual evolution. Towards re-alignment. When you are out of alignment, you are ‘sick’ as you would say. Your energy is blocked. You are used to these kinds of feelings you call Lyme, so we use those symptoms to wake you up. But no, you are not sick. You are growing. These are growing pains, because there is so much yet that we have to share with you and teach to you and you must continue to grow. This is growth. This is not sick. Sick does not exist in your reality.”

Sick does not have to exist in anyone’s reality. The words “ill” and “sick” here refer to low vibration energy, not sickness in the way we normally imagine it.
This is just an excerpt of everything I have received about this. And continue to receive about Lyme and illness. And it has blown me away.

Am I sick? No, I am not. As the Pinnacle told me, I was not and am not sick. I am growing. Lyme (and friends) exists to push you to grow, spiritually, mentally, emotionally, internally. My symptoms made a reappearance to push me forward and back into alignment. I still consider myself healed from Lyme and know this is vibrationally the correct way to describe myself.

I will continue this story in the next post to explain more about what happened next. A little spoiler: when I ask my pendulum now, a month later, if I have any co-infections or Lyme in my body, the answer is a strong “NO”.

I’ll leave you with this: illness can be our greatest teacher if we let it. Like a wise teacher, illness guides us back to what is truly important, and in that way is a great gift.